We counted crawdads and gathered around campfires, snuck extra scoops of ice cream and took advantage of long stretches of time to do exactly as we pleased.
The boys are reacclimating to shirts and shoes, and to bedtimes. Tuck's brown summer skin will fade and Tol's interminably wrinkly toes will dry out. We're hoping to hang on to some of the best parts of summer though, holding hands around the neighborhood and napping in the hammock and never too much hustle.
And today he headed to second grade.
He is seven, and a little more heartbreakingly self-conscious. Our backyard, it seems, is no longer an acceptable location for a small male nudist colony. He is sensitive to his own limitations and occasionally frustrated by lack of immediate success in new endeavors. He suddenly believes in “boy colors” and is aware of words like nerd and fat. Maybe this is all just a normal part of growing up. And isn't that what we've always hoped he would do.
Tucker is smart as a whip. He is an incredible reader, artistic and easy to please, radiant and clever. He reminds me on the reg that ingenuity is not the province of grown ups.
He writes stories and spins tales, some that feel like they take days to reach a point, but still. I know that in a few short years I will be glad to listen for four hours while he works out whether a girl winked or maybe she didn’t wink at him.
He is a handsome devil, a kind brother, an ever curious boy.
I wonder whether he'll be a scientist or an architect, a teacher or an animal trainer or all of the above.
I don’t want to project myself onto him though - thoughts, feelings, skills - as if the projecting would make it so. He is my son, not a suggestion box. I know that.
He has warm eyes and a wide smile, just like grandma says, and that's really all he needs. He'll take those things, along with all of our support and reassurance, to school this year. And he'll be just fine.
He is both a masterpiece and a work in progress, our sweet second grader.
Posted by Andy and Jenni at 8:49 PM
There was one day a few weeks ago, as he was packing up after playing at RoRo's, that he presented her with two scenarios. One, he could take home a single train, or two, he could take home a sling shot and all four balls that go with it. He was angling for the second, and seemed to think actually asking to borrow five things might be too much, so proposed his options carefully.
He brought home the slingshot and four balls.
Not long ago the boys caught a frog in a local metro park. We promised the boys they could keep the frog for one overnight, in an aquarium habitat they would build. Tollie wanted to keep it for two nights before returning it to the woods. We held firm. So he changed his strategy and started asking about trading in the frog for a cat. Or a dog. He listed, all Alex P. Keaton-like, several reasons he thought we should agree.
We let the frog go the next day, and did not acquire a new pet.
When Grandma Jan offered to take the boys to lunch recently, I assumed Tols would choose McDonalds, his long-reigning favorite. Tollie loves getting happy meals with Grandma (in fact, McDonalds only sells happy meals to grandparents, as far as we're aware) but this time he upped the game, suggesting instead they go for bigger burgers at Bob Evans, and then to Target for a new toy. Because he hatched this plan beforehand, I was able to discourage the idea, suggesting instead he just enjoy lunch and a toy from McDonalds.
While he routinely holds very firm in his rightness, he is also four and generally covered in dirt.
Still, he is learning to reason, and to present a good case, and I suspect any continued practice in the art of compromise may serve him well in the future.
It seems to me that he grows overnight, every night.
Such a big boy. Such a good boy.
He has six or eight long hairs right on top, likely original, mixed in with much thicker, darker new stuff. The light strands stand out like filaments of gold along his crown.
And on the back of his head, Tucker noticed a swirl pattern that makes him think a hurricane landed there.
Hank's pediatrician encouraged us to let him try baby food, and just this week he's sampled cereal and green beans and bananas.
He is generally happy, and is easily entertained. Smiles erupt regularly, the kind that threaten to consume his entire face. He tends to reserve the very biggest grins for his brothers.
He is the first baby we've had who prefers to suck his thumb, and not only is it entirely endearing, it is also so easy, the way he manages to find it and soothe himself. We lay him down at nap time wide awake and watch his routine: he turns over to his tummy, pulls his knees in under his bottom and locates his left thumb, pointer finger curled over his nose, and he's out.
He rolls all over the house now, reminding me of my keys, never where I think I left them.
And when he rests on my chest, I swear I can remember exactly what it was like when his sister laid her head that close to my heart too.
Posted by Andy and Jenni at 9:16 PM