3.31.2010

Thinking of, and Thanking, Heaven

From where I stood at the kitchen sink earlier this evening, trying to rescue the basin from sippy cups and syringes, I watched Tucker playing the piano.  It brought to mind one of my favorite pianists, now sick.  Sadly, chances are he and Celia may arrive in heaven around the same time.  I washed plastic parts through teary eyes and hoped that, someday, she will have as much fun singing with him as I did.  I envisioned her standing behind him, belting out showtunes while he bangs on keys, the rest of heaven drawn to listen. 
And just a few minutes ago, I found myself in front of the washing machine, stain spray in hand, marveling at dirt on brand new pants.  Tucker donned his Easter outfit for pictures outside today, scooting across rocks and crawling through mulch and falling in the grass.  I've used plenty of Oxy Clean and Vivid and Spray & Wash over the past several years, but never have I needed to scrub grass stains.  I may be the only mother in the world who felt grateful for today's task, hesitant to rid the evidence that my child can run and play, that he can, thank heavens, get dirty.
JEB

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

You are so amazing to me. Your words are so eloquent and heartfelt and true.

Grandma Jan said...

Celia's repetoire of show tunes is pretty extensive, and I know she and her accompanist will bring down the house together!

thanks for the thought.

The Wendels said...

Her immense love for you is written all over her face. What a precious picture!

rht said...

That's a great mother-daughter picture, and even brought a show tune to mind -- "Oh, what a glorious morning, oh, what a beautiful day!"
It also made me recall Mary and her wonderful Irish voice saying, whenever I'd made a mess, "Not to worry, dear -- it's noth'n a little soap and water won't take care of."

Smitty 1, 2 , 3 and 4 said...

Your love is captured in the picture and your words. I hope you feel our love too.

Wish I could wrap my arms around you both and give you a giant hug.

The Vehorn Family said...

I have a feeling that Celia has a song in her heart everyday. What a sweet picture. Thanks for sharing!