5.09.2019

state of gratitude

Days with the boys feel both profoundly magical and ordinarily common.
Earlier this week we spent part of an afternoon flying kites in the side yard. The boys had post-school root beer floats on the treehouse platform, read joke books aloud from the hammock, shot nerf darts at one another, while I flipped through the pages of a magazine that had come in the mail. We took a walk with Andy when he got home, grabbed dinner on a local patio. I felt acutely aware of how gently time seemed to be passing, savored the sweet mercy of a free evening and few good things lining up. Being their mom is mostly a state of gratitude informed by intimacy with loss. They are very loud and often dirty, and I am so lucky.

1 comment:

rht said...

You count your blessings so eloquently....